i'm crying like nobody's bussiness when typing this post. feel so depress. feel so lost.
society today had turned out to be a disaster for me.
none do anything. just my feelings are not-so-right. =//
i cant wait for the society to start but i cant find the usual passion when i stepped on the stage.idk.
felt so helpless when everyone is busying and yet no one bother my presence.
so effin wanna escape from the situation.
so i just walked out.
luckily he was there.
sat at the bench watching him play basketball had reminded me the days he filled my sadness with his nonsense. i didnt really have time to sad when we were together.
but now we are far apart.
i wanted him to give me a ride but he was busying with the practice.
-fuck-his-coach-
but still he cheer me up with a lil lala action. sei yeh -.- u ni sangat hodoh la.
anyways xie xie ni bing en <3
society today had turned out to be a disaster for me.
none do anything. just my feelings are not-so-right. =//
i cant wait for the society to start but i cant find the usual passion when i stepped on the stage.idk.
felt so helpless when everyone is busying and yet no one bother my presence.
so effin wanna escape from the situation.
so i just walked out.
luckily he was there.
sat at the bench watching him play basketball had reminded me the days he filled my sadness with his nonsense. i didnt really have time to sad when we were together.
but now we are far apart.
i wanted him to give me a ride but he was busying with the practice.
-fuck-his-coach-
but still he cheer me up with a lil lala action. sei yeh -.- u ni sangat hodoh la.
anyways xie xie ni bing en <3
gastriciskillingme
i hope everything will be fine soon
