insecure -

pillow was wet, tears everywhere
annoyed by the nightmare in the middle of the night
it's the second time i dreamt with tears
i was afraid, too afraid
stared into the mirror, i told myself, it's just a dream which wouldnt happen in reality
and yes, it's about you
and zuoshao
i can hardly remember
he walked by me without saying a word or even stare at me once
we are like stranger
i dont like the situation
and you
you said you lost your feeling, you're not going to love me anymore
i watched you walking away from me
it's like a drama
so blur so cold

zuoshao, what fade us ?
we used to talk alot and alot last time
but now, we are like nothing to say nothing to talk about
how long hadnt we msn, text or spend time togethere
things are changing and you seems like not care about me anymore
do you miss my egg mayo ?
i really hope we can attach together again =)

you, dui bu qi
i know i think too much
sorry for not letting you know cos i'm just worrying crap
i dont wanna add on ur burden
it's just a dream right ?
i understand
i know i have childish thought sometimes
just, i dont dare to lose you
you're the one who give me warm whenever i want
i want to be your spoilt brat

i swear i'm totally fine now
=)